bad days,weeks ...seasons?
Posted: Wed Apr 13, 2005 10:55 pm
howdy yall
i have a problem ... we have two vaulters at my school and i am normally the better vaulter but i have just some days even weeks where i can't even get up and i am on so many different poles we never have the right one and i have already broken two this season and i have and when i have these days even weeks the other vaulter passes me up or so it seems she only gets up about four times a day on a regular basis. i just get so flustered at practice and so frustrated i try so hard but i can't help but get mad not at other people but at myself and then i even think about what it would have been like if i never started but i love vaulting its my life
is there a way that i can just stay possitive i try so hard but i can't all the time i try to look to the future and see how i'm gunna get better but i can't get to the future if i don't get throught the present
thanks for the help
i have a problem ... we have two vaulters at my school and i am normally the better vaulter but i have just some days even weeks where i can't even get up and i am on so many different poles we never have the right one and i have already broken two this season and i have and when i have these days even weeks the other vaulter passes me up or so it seems she only gets up about four times a day on a regular basis. i just get so flustered at practice and so frustrated i try so hard but i can't help but get mad not at other people but at myself and then i even think about what it would have been like if i never started but i love vaulting its my life
is there a way that i can just stay possitive i try so hard but i can't all the time i try to look to the future and see how i'm gunna get better but i can't get to the future if i don't get throught the present
thanks for the help